I can’t quite pinpoint the day it all started; me hating you. All I can remember is how you started acting like a different person. You stopped doing the things you loved, you stopped caring. You became isolated and thought the whole world was against you. Why do you assume the worst in everyone? Why can’t you be happy for yourself? I saw you lacking motivation but that’s not new. I just miss seeing the person you used to be, full of life and joy. I know work is important- money rules it all, unfortunately. I’ve seen your accomplishments. Wish we could celebrate your achievements but I understand your family and work come first; hard to make time when your mindset is set somewhere else. I hate that you can’t think of others or even yourself. I hear the comments you whisper under your breath – “estupida”, “no sirves para nada”, “ugh, you’re disgusting”. I see you looking up and down with such disappointment. Wow! Never thought I’d see the day. I wish you weren’t like that; your eyes say more than your mouth does. I’m sure now you must be going through stuff to have changed the way you see yourself, all I can say is good luck. I hope life can change for the better. I leave you with this – it all starts in your mind, change it!
-xoxo, self