You came into my life to save me, but you also killed me
you loved me so hard, it was hard to breathe
that when you abandoned me, it was harder to persist
I got dates, I got flowers, all without asking
apparently everyone out here is now masking
mentally I cant deal, so I hid everything that reminded me of you
but I am stuck with all the memories that surround me daily
it’s a battle I gotta fight, and my face is not all friendly
so, all the roses are dead
all the notebooks are torn
all the miles, letters, and numbers, are resenting
so, you could have left me alone, but like I said, you came to save me!
I am going to be okay
because I know how worthy I am
that whomever decides to stay
will get the best version of love
that will never make their day gray!
-Anita Soul Lines